Thursday, March 01, 2007
It all happened so much faster than you can say disaster
Want to take a time-lapse and look at it backwards
Find the last word and maybe that's just the answer that we're after
But after all we're just a bubble in a boiling pot.
Was so sick in bed today and I hardly even got out of it. It felt as though I was going to die or something. Because of this, I had to miss work. I'm not even well yet but lying on my bed makes me feel even worse.
Anyway if you're wondering what's wrong with me lately, don't bother. Cause nobody should be allowed to feel this way. When things get so tough and tight up, I just wanna lock myself in my room and hide. Just not wanting to face the world ( when I say the world I mean the people around me ) cause facing myself with all these stuffs is already sucha chore. It's like when you turn left and right, you find that the people who are always near you aren't there anymore. I'm not afraid to tell you that I feel so scared. But thank God for just some people who are always there. Don't worry, I'm still hanging on. If I didn't care so much, maybe I'll be taking all these really well.
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Please let me know if you've decided to come into my life and stay for good. Don't cast me totally aside when you don't really need me. I can't take it when you just come and go, in and out of my life whenever you wish. If not, stay away from me.
take it away.
8:26 PM
